before my fucking head explodes ....

I still have got to finish a fucking corset!
a costume for my birthday party tomorrow
paperwokr for university...

all of that today

it's 17:13

besides from that I really want to spend tome time alone with my bf

but I have to go to work tomorrow from 10:30 to 9:30

so basically....

a time machine would come real handy right now

fuck...

I really love mens fashion and them looking good

cos let's face it

here in Chile most boys look like BALLS and SHIT alltogheter

It really annoys me

my bf asked me some time ago for me to help him with his image

I dont go pushing him into skinny jeans or a maxibag

I go with his flow, I help him with his tastes and making it look well and balanced

and he has learned

a LOT

he looks way more awesome and sleek than most of his friends

and the best part of it is that they compliment him and say that he looks very good with this new change

now he wanted to go today to get a haircut and I was helping him with the look

so I insist that he has to put on some hair mousse or cream in order to keep the hair nice and pretty

but no... he is a fucking slacker and a douche

he says that the moussse it's too expensive and that he want to be comfortable and not to worry about his hair

he obviously has to worry about his hair!! for fucks sake

it's all broken and very VERY DRY

like most of the man here, they never take care of their hair, they think they can leave it like that for years

now wonder they all go bald later

I hate their stubborness

and if he wants my fucking help at least he could put some hair mousse when he gets of of the bath

it takes one minute and tada!!

fucking caveman

i'm sick of men

I just wish they would grow some balls to look decent one day

they make me sick >:S

Yeah so I promised some pics but really I wasn't in the mood for super production so I will pospone it again XD

instead I tried a new hairstyle, it's really comfortable ^^



well you can't see it really well but it's a hairball XD

i'm also very in love with this perfume song ^^it's from their new album <3



enjoy <3!

Well... I haven't payed for them yet but I already sent the invoice and i'm paying within this week ^^
I have wished that serafuku for such a long time, i'm changing the necktie though I hate the cheap fabric they used, and I suspect that the skirt will go on VERY short ... if it does I will have to make another one, but I just really care about the top ^^i love traditional sera fukus! because the ther type of uniforms can be easily achieved :P

I hope everything fits nicely

tomorrow I will be uploading some pics, I really miss dressing nicely, the exams have me so stressed and ugly right now, though I have lost some weight in it, mainly because I work so much that sometimes I can skip meals but today was a really weird day

I woke up at 7:30 am and I wasn't hungry but I decided to eat a very small piece of some blueberry muffin my mother made

I forgot I had no cash on my debit card

I couldn't buy any lunch or meal

then I wen't to my bf's house I got there at 4:30.... and all I had ate during the day was that fucking blueberry muffin

but guess what?

I was so stressed that I wasn't hungry at all, but I felt kinda sad and dizzy so I ate ^^

but I went like 10 hours or so without any type of food... really not good at all I worry about my nutrition and mind health within exams

now I have like 3 warts in my hands... yeah ¬¬ when I get stressed I get tons of warts it's disgusting I hate it so much

at least today it's friday... I will sleep today so much... and work again on saturday, but a bit more relaxed this time :P

wish me luck

and strenght...

I need it so much right now

first of all.... MJ dies :(

second, my plans were all screwed... I HATE to work in fucking groups, it never works

gosh-... really this has been a fucking shitty day, it's been a while since I haven't had so much bad luck, but I try to stay strong

and guess what

dispite all the shit

I got to my home I found

MY POPTEEN JULY :D!!!

it's so pathetic how I attach myself to those petty little things, but they do make me so happy

plus my boyfriend helped me out and got me to my house in his car ^^
he is such an awesome bf, he really is <3

well... gotta keep working, sorry for no pics today, too busy ;D

cheers

Ok so I was browsing for some used gal clothes and I found some beauties... but i'm really undecided about what to choose


I used to hate nekomimis.... and i'm uncertain about them... but with my new gilfy shoes I imagined they can look pretty cool if I make some type of rocker punk outfit ^^

now... from theese to I think that leopard is kinda overrated and cheesy but I still love it anyway XD... and I kinda like a lot the black one but i'm afraid that it would look too tight on my ass, since I am a size 40 >_<

now I also found theese two amazing tops from gladnews



both of them can be used as dresses or tops I believe, and the white one, being some sort of knitting fabric, can stretch up to my size I think...

but I also love the pink one... it's so punky!!

just because I'm a brandwhore I alot like big logos XD

aaaaaaand last...

this skirt is VERY cheap... it's a medium size and I made my calculations and I would have to drop to a size 36 to fit in it.... X_x in my dreamzzzzzzzzzzzzz



I think I would like the pink dress, the knit, maybe the nekomimi (though I could try making one by myself.... hmmmmm YES), and the cocolulu top ^^


I really wish I could be a size 36, I think I could fit in most of the skirts and pants... I guess I will be going to the gym next month, since house gym plan hasn't been working so well, aside from that I'm expecting for some weight loss pills that are supposed to work very well, but since I want to go many sizes down I will also have to work out in order to loose fat, I will have to buy skin toners to keep it firm... it's not secret my legs look like zebra stripes XD

cheers

yes...

internet shopping feels so great XD

I bought an 18 set of acrylic powders ^^I'm s thrilled about this, I've been wanting to do my own 3d art for my nails, cell phone, jewerly and decoden ^^

I would love to do some hibiscus nails theme ^^

like in the pics


I'm lately in love with hibiscus flowers... must be the manba love around XD they are so cliché but I love the summery concept ^^I miss the sun, tanning and beach with friends

If anyone knows any other nail websites tending for gyaru nails let me know... but I'm kinda tired about the same old hime nails stuff I wanna see some fierce stuff XD

I want this tan... is it too bad??



I really love her skin tone ^^


 Ohhh this pics are very recent from ka tans blog... as you can see MANBA as in my recent post... IS NOT DEAD!!! XD AGAIN!

Im so fucking tired right now... they sent me tons of stuff to do for the exams. But I'm working really hard so I can finish everything in time and relaxed :P

On other news....








MIYAVI IS COMING TO CHILE AGAIN!!!


I didn't had the chance to go to the first time he came and I knew he was going to come back anytime cos he really loved Chile his enthusiastic fans aaand I don't really know much of his old music but I love the new stuff, it's so danceable and funky ^^


plus he is a fucking hot sexy cutie with some awesome style:




and other music related stuff I love this r&b song by Jasmine ^^ I love her style, her pink hair is so damn cute :P

OMFG"!!!!!!! i finally found a service of virtual credit cards like visa!!! OMFG!!!!!!!

I wont EVER have to pay again for stupid expensive comission and suffering about late deposits ^^

plus they also offer paying through paypal

i love them <3!

http://www.clvirtualpc.info/


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i'm doing a sugarbunnis kigurumi ^^

Cheers!!! I hope this post cheers you up

It's not very noticeable unless you see it in person or under the sun, but i'm really happy how it turned out... maybe next month i'll dye the darker brown part a bit more dark and give a mixture of other colours in streaks :3... i'm loving my hair I also had a hair cut... but i'm not so happy about it but I dont really care since my hair tends to grow very fast ^^
 
i'm loving my topshop batman t-shirt XD

soo the idea... of the homework was to make an almost exact copy of a picture our teacher sent us ^^
most of the colour wont show up and I even had to fix the light of the picture taken, but is not as orangish and pretty much alike the one on the right, there are other details that can't be well seen but I hope my teacher likes it... i'm usually the one with the best grades around there and I get pretty sad when I get a bad one, it's not usual, and I'm quite happy with the result of it...

I guess I will know the grades tomorrow :D

I also have to make 6 designs of print, based in this drawing I can change the colours but the shapes must have coherence

and I also have to make a stupid skirt... damn


it's 10:20 and I haven't even cut the fabric

I'd better be working :P!!!

give me strenght looord!!

Here is the latest awesome shit... i've bought ^^

I love my new bag =P!

I think I'll be buying both =D



me is  happy and poor XD

plus....

DER KOMMISAR!





XD enjoy!

EDIT: I LOST THE GREY ONES T.T

Up untill now I tried to avoid the lolita subject...
but today I really started to wonder if I should just erase egl community from my community list...

I know it sound kinda stupid but, that community meant a lot to me and now I can barely stand the million posts that appear on my friends list...
I'm really amazed how much I've changed since I started to swift to gyaru last year
I'm definitively a much more happier person than when I was a lolita, but I dont blame it on lolita itself but the way I felt myself pressured by it...
I guess I was never a lolita, yet I used it to hide certain aspects of me I hated both physical and mental in certain attitudes that the whole lolita concept is related with...

My friend choko is a very happy lolita

One day I asked her if she feel uncomfortable in it... and she said no. I also asked her if she felt pressured by looking everyday the clothes that certain brands released and if she suffered for not having them or never being able to obtain them and she said no...

so I was under all that stress of never having those stupid clothes...

It was so silly if I look it nowadays... I know I just made a post about obtaining all gilfy shoes XD but... I guess it's different, because I can have them... they are affordable, at least in auctions... and well even if I couldn't, in my country I can find clothes perfectly suitable for gyaru, it's a lot of economical relief for my pockets ^^

well anyway... gyaru suits me a lot... mentally almost... physically XD and I feel so damn comfortable and happy while wearing it... even if lots of men stare ¬¬

who couldn't resist to them?
They are sex XD... Gifly's shoes are just SEX!
I want to have them all... and I will have them all ^^!
<3
I hope I win the auction ... and that the shipping costs are not that expensive ._.